"Hopefully this holiday will make us believe that we're exactly where we're supposed to be..."

I can't give details on this, but so many things have been happening in the past few weeks of december that have made me unsure about what life has in store for me...What is it about this month that has relationships, and everything turned around and upside down?

I'm confused, I'm shaken, I'm ready to come home to have time to just think.